Yeah. I'm selfish. So selfish. I live for myself every day. Most days I really don't think of others at all. Especially, it seems, my wife. I take advantage of her each day. It is pathetic. Truly it is. She loves me so much and so passionately and all I can do is think about myself. I've been a christian for over six years now and here I am. Still trying to get others to bear my cross for me. Sad.
I just want to confess that I really am unworthy of Jesus. I don't deserve His sacrifice. His love. His righteousness. I deserve to be drifting in space all by myself. Forever.
What I've realized over the last week or so is that I basically live without considering others. The last two days I felt real good about myself. You know why? Because I played a game with my daughters. One each day. One. Each. Day. Pretty sad huh?
I thank God through Jesus that I have been chosen as His child. I don't deserve it yet here I stand.
If you read this please pray God will continue to change and mold me more into His image.
Shalom.
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